Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all out there.....like Mariah Carey's song..i just want one thing that I will not get lol..but its okay because patience is a virtue and one that I have kinda plenty of...lol but about to watch Bourne Identity..One of my top twenty movies TOPS!!!!! Merry Christmas..happy kwanzaa..happy hanakuh.....happy all things

So tired

Sleepin early and wakin late is not really helpin me out at all. I am sitting here in a chair in the living room dozing off zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Watching the cars go by and trying to find something besides TV to keep me not-bored. :-/

Sick of it

Man!! Family....friends...guy i am in love with..it seems everything is goin a little too far these days!! I am just so stressed out all the time!!! From hectic studying to rowdy family shouting fights...everything is taking its toll. So glad that Christmas is comin up...time to rest and get away from it all.... :-/

Confusing Chaos

Still so confused about what to do about the guy of my dreams. Blue eyed, blonde/brown haired, funny, cute, has a great smile, adorable, cute, charming, and loves a lot of the same things I do. He is supportive and he always is there for me to listen about what I have to say. He may give me advice to go to Dr.Phil, but he is just perfect in every way. He does however have so many previous girls that have fallen in love with , and i can see how, but still. He is so taken up by the girls of his past that he can not pave his own way and work with what he does have. I do love him but maybe it is just a passing fancy....i don't know anymore. Thinking about him and about the other guy of my dreams from 2 years ago. Light brown haired, green blue and hazel eyes, broad shoulders...i don't know which way to go..i have no chance with either of them

Who has ever been in love and not able to say anything about it??....that is a big part of what is going on in my life. A hot guy, one of the only available ones at my school. Sweet, adorable, caring, and funny. What more could you ask for in a guy?? Well, there is a cheerleader in my class also, so in terms of 'Could this guy love me', it is cancelled out by the fact that the cheerleader is blond, butt-alicious, and adorably funny. Who can see me when that type is around. I am beginning to think that I should give him up and move on...but i can't.

Lonely

No school today when there is barely any snow on the ground!! UGH my friends and I were going to exchange presents today!!!! UGH